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Music..... something very important to me

*****DarkAngel*****

If there is one thing that people know about me,it is how much I love music.There are so many songs that have touched my life, inspired me, or I just love to death. A few songs in particular are ones I can identify with and have impacted my life in some way.As if they are written for me.
 
 
 
 
 
 

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Music.... touches the soul, impacts you. Music is something I use to escape, to laugh, to smile, to cry ..... no matter how I am feeling, I can find the song to describe my emotions. I can feel the music right into my very core.

Here are the lyrics to some songs that have impacted  me in come way or that I love and a brief commentary on how the songs have touched my life.

    Acoustic Ten    By the GooGoo Dolls.
THey painted up your secrets
With the lies they told to you
And the least they ever gave you
Was the most you ever knew
And you wonder where all these dreams go
When the world gets in your way
What's the point in all this screaming
You're not listening anyways
Your voice is small and fading
And you hide in here unknown
And your mother loves your father
Cause she's got no where to go,
And she wonders where these dreams go
Cause the world got in her way
What's the point in all this trying
Nothing's changing anyways,
They press their lips against you
And you love the lies they say
And I tried so hard to reach you
But you're falling anyways
And you know I see right thru you
When the world gets in your way
What's the point in all this screaming
You're not listening anyway.

              Hope, By Shaggy

I remember, wasn't so long ago
We had a one room shack and the livin' was low
And my mama by herself raised me and my bro
Wasn't easy, but we did it with the little that go
Worked hard while the suckers cool every day
And kept her eyes on the stars when the skies were gray
Gave us pride to survive, really showed us the way
Now I really understood what she was tryin' to say

She said, Son there'll be times when the tides are high
And the boat may be rocky, you can cry
Just never give up
You can never give up, uh-uh

In this life you could lead if you only believe
And in order to achieve what you need
You can never give up
You can never give up

And this hope
That keep me holding on
On and on
And this hope
That makes me carry on
On and on

Boom-boom, couldn't have made it alone
I got a wonderful life, two kids on my own
With a strong foundation that was carved in stone
And my mama for the love that made my house a home
Made me wonder some time if this was meant to be
All this for a humble little guy like me
And all I ever really wanted was a family
To teach my kids the same value that she gave to me

She said, Son there'll be times when the tides are high
And the boat may be rocky, you can cry
Just never give up
You can never give up, uh-uh

In this life you could lead if you only believe
And in order to achieve what you need
You can never give up
You can never give up

And this hope
That keep me holding on
And on
And this hope
That makes me carry on
On and on

Me not gonna suffer, things are for better
Never make you ??? by the pleasure
???
See the man and watch ???
Blaze like fire, we nah go retire
Got nuff sleep and I am a expire
We haf a retire, that we require
We haf a make a mark before the time is gone

And this hope
That keep me holding on
And on
And this hope
That makes me carry on
On and on

And this hope
That keep me holding on
And on
And this hope
That makes me carry on
On and on

There's hope, yeah
Hope keeps it alive, yeah, uh
Hope keeps it alive, yeah, uh
And it strikes an iron, uh
Hope keeps it alive, yeah, yeah
Hope keeps it alive, yeah
Only the strong survive, yeah
Keep it carry on, keep it carry on, yeah
Uh-uh
I'll keep it carry on, yeah
I gotta carry on, gotta carry on and be strong
Uh-uh-uh
Yeah, yeah, yeah, uh-uh

And this hope
That keep me holding on
And on
And this hope
That makes me carry on
On and on

Complicated
(Carolyn Dawn Johnson/Shaye Smith)

I'm so scared that the way I feel,
Is written all over my face
When you walk into the room,
I wanna find a hiding place.
We used to laugh, we used to hug, the way that old friends do.
But now, a smile and a touch of your hand,
Just makes me come unglued.
Such a contridiction, do I lie or tell the truth.
Is it fact or fiction,
Oh the way I feel for you.
So complicated, I'm so frustrated.
I wanna hold you close, I wanna push you away,
I wanna make you go, I wanna make you stay. 
Should I say it.
Should I tell you how I feel. 
Oh, I want you to know.
But then again I don't.  It's so complicated.
Oh..just when I think I'm under control.
I think I got a grip.
Another friend tells me that, I'm always on your lips.
They say I'm more than just a friend, they say I must be blind.
Well, I admit that I've seen you watch me from the corner of your eye.
Oh, It's so confusing. I wish you'd just confess. 
But think of what I'd
be losin', if your answer isn't yes.
So complicated I'm so frustrated,
I wanna hold you close, I wanna push you away,
I wanna make you go, I wanna make you stay.
Should I say it, should I tell you how I feel.
Oh I want you to know, but then again I don't, It's so complicated.
Oh, I hate it. 'Cuz I've waited.
So long for someone like you
Oh, what do I do.
Oh should I say it.
Should I tell you how I feel.
I want you to know,but then again I don't.
It's so complicated..
It's so complicated..
It's so complicated.
Ohh..

Metallica - The Unforgiven

New blood joins this earth  and quickly he's sub-dued.
Through constant pain disgrace, the young boy learns their rules.
With time the child draws in this whipping boy done wrong.
Deprived of all his thoughts, the young man struggles on and on.
He's known, oo, a vow unto his own that never from this day
his will they'll take a-way.

What I've felt, what I've known never shined through in what I've shown.

Never be. Never see. Won't see what might have been.
What I've felt, what I've known,never shined through in what I've shown.

Never free. Never me. So I dub the unforgiven.

They dedicate their lives to running all of his
He tries to please them all, this bitter man he is
Throughout his life the same, he's battled constantly
This fight he cannot win. A tired man they see no longer cares.
The old man then prepares to die regretfully
That old man here is me.

What I've felt, what I've known never shined through in what I've shown.

Never be. Never see. Won't see what might have been.
What I've felt, what I've known,never shined through in what I've shown.

Never free. Never me. So I dub the unforgiven.
---
Metallica - The Unforgiven II

Lay beside me, tell me what they've done
Speak the words I wanna hear, to make my demons run
The door is locked now, but it's open if you're true
If you can understand the me, than I can understand the you

Lay beside me, under wicked sky
Through black of day, dark of night, we share this paralyze
The door cracks open, but there's no sun shining through
Black hearts scarring, darkness still, but there's no sun shining
through
No, there's no sun shining through
No, there's no sun shining

What I've felt, what I've known
Turn the pages, turn the stone
Behind the door
Should I open it for you?

Yeah, what I've felt, what I've known
Sick and tired, I stand alone
Could you be there, 'cuz I'm the one who waits for you
Or are you unforgiven too?

Come lay beside me, this won't hurt, I swear
She loves me not, she loves me still, but she'll never love again
She lay beside me, but she'll be there when I'm gone
Black heart scarring darker steel, yes, she'll be there when I'm gone
Yes, she'll be there when I'm gone
Dead sure she'll be there

What I've felt, what I've known
Turn the pages, turn the stone
Behind the door
Should I open it for you?

Yeah, what I've felt, what I've known
Sick and tired, I stand alone
Could you be there, 'cuz I'm the one who waits for you
Or are you unforgiven too?

Lay beside me, tell me what I've done
The door is closed, so are your eyes
But now I see the sun, now I see the sun
Yes, now I see it

What I've felt, what I've known
Turn the pages, turn the stone
Behind the door
Should I open it for you?

Yeah, what I've felt, what I've known
So sick and tired, I stand alone
Could you be there, 'cuz I'm the one who waits
The one who waits for you

What I've felt, what I've known
Turn the pages, turn the stone
Behind the door
Should I open it for you?

Oh, what I've felt
Oh, what I've known

I take this key
And I bury it in you
Because you're unforgiven too

Never free
Never me
'cuz you're unforgiven too

Meredith Brooks
Blurring The Edges
Bitch

I hate the world today, your so good to me
I know but I can't change
Tried to tell you, but you look at me like
Maybe I'm an angel underneath
Innocent and sweet, yesterday I cried
You must have been relieved to see the softer side
I can understand how you'd be so confused, I don't envy you
I'm a little bit of everything all rolled into one

I'm a bitch, I'm a lover
I'm a child, I'm a mother
I'm a sinner, I'm a saint
I do not feel ashamed
I'm your hell, I'm your dream
I'm nothing in between
You know you wouldn't want it any other way

So take me as I am
This may mean you'll have to be a stronger man
Rest assured that when I start to make you nervous
And I'm going to extremes
Tomorrow I will change and today won't mean a thing

I'm a bitch, I'm a lover
I'm a child, I'm a mother
I'm a sinner, I'm a saint
I do not feel ashamed
I'm your hell, I'm your dream
I'm nothing in between
You know you wouldn't want it any other way

Just when you think you've got me figured out
The season is already changing
I think it's cool you do what you do
And don't try to save me

I'm a bitch, I'm a lover
I'm a child, I'm a mother
I'm a sinner, I'm a saint
I do not feel ashamed
I'm your hell, I'm your dream
I'm nothing in between
You know you wouldn't want it any other way

I'm a bitch, I'm a tease
I'm a goddess on my knees
When your hurt, when you suffer
I'm your angel undercover
I've been numb, I'm revived
Can't say I'm not alive
You know I wouldn't want it any other way

   Slave For You    Britney Spears
I know I may be young,
but I've got feelings, too.
And I need to do
what I feel like doing.
So let me go, and just listen.

All you people look at me like
I'm a little girl.
Well did you ever think
I'd be okay for me to step into this world?
Always saying little girls don't step into the club.
Well I'm just tryin' to find out
why, 'cause dancing's what I love.

Yeah,
Get it, get it, get it, get it.
Get it, get it, get it, get it.
(Do you like it?)
Get it, get it, get it, get it.
This feels good.

I know I may come off quiet,
I may come off shy.
But I feel like talkin',
feel like dancin'
when I see this guy.
What's practical, what's logical.
What the hell, who cares?
All I know is I'm so happy
when you're dancin' there.

I'm a slave for you.
I cannot hold it,
I cannot control it,
I'm a slave for you.
I won't deny it.

Baby, don't you wanna
dance up on me,
(I just wanna dance next to you)
to another time and place.
Oh, baby, don't you wanna
dance up on me,
(Are you ready?)
leavin' behind my name and age.

Like that!
You like that, huh?
Yeah.
Now watch me!

Get it, get it, get it, get it.
Get it, get it, get it, get it.
Get it, get it, get it, get it.

I really wanna dance
tonight with you.
(I just can't help myself.)
I really wanna do
what you want me to.
(I just want to let myself go.)

Baby, don't you wanna
dance up on me,
(I just wanna dance next to you.)
to another time and place.
Oh, baby, don't you wanna
dance up on me,
(Are you ready?)
leavin' behind my name and age.

I'm a slave for you.
I cannot hold it,
I cannot control it,
I'm a slave for you.
I won't deny it,
I'm not trying to hide it, baby.

Get it, get it, get it, get it.
Get it, get it, get it, get it.
Get it, get it, get it, get it.

Huh, huh, huh.

Get it, get it, get it, get it.
Get it, get it, get it, get it.
Get it, get it, get it, get it.

Huh, huh, huh.

I'm a slave for you.
I cannot hold it,
I cannot control it,
I'm a slave for you.
I won't deny it.
I'm not trying to hide it.

You like that?