I'm falling hard,I'm falling fast
Afraid I'll lose you,yet afraid this will last
Not sure what it is I feel
Afraid that I'm falling,this is real
Happier than I've been in so long
With you I feel I belong
Scares me that I have fallen for you
That these feelings are real true
Not sure If I should stay or run
I'm afraid of what's already begun
Don't want to get hurt,but what to take the chance
Make me smile with a simple word,A single glance
When we kiss I can feel my heartbeat
Makes me frightened,want to run,retreat
Makes me want to never let go
Afraid to win or lose,to let my feelings show
Make me happier than I've been before
So do I give in to my fears or them do I ignore
I wish I knew what it is I should do
All I really know is I am scared and care for you
Aug.30/03
Souls meeting Meshing as one Two hearts in love It's all just begun Eyes meet Across the room Bodies
join Not a moment too soon A single kiss And sparks flew A simple touch A love so true One simple night True
love would grow A chance meeting You never do know
July27,2002
Once in a lifetime
True love will come
Without warning
Without being asked
It just hits you
Out of the blue
When you least expect it
Least wish for it to
Hits you hard
Knocks you down flat
Leaves no room for denial
Love answers no questions
And leaves you aching
It's confusing,yet beautiful
Plays with your heart
Leaves you yearning for more
Yet fulfills you
In ways you've never imagined
That no mind,no heart
Can ever dream of
Love can be fleeting
Lasting only a second or two
Or it can be forever
Lasting throughout eternity
Love leaves no path uncovered
No feelings unexplored
Allows no secrets
Love comes and love goes
Love dies and love grows
(march 9,2002)
Love is complex
Yet so simple
A gentle touch
A single caress
A meeting of minds
A meshing of souls
Combining of hearts
An expression of emotion
That mere words can not explain
Love is basic
Yet full of complications
Twists and turns
That leave you waiting
Wanting,yearning
Unbelievable,unsurpassable
Intense meeting of souls
Furious,yet calm
Love touches each part of us
Stays with us
Long after the passion has died off
Love is glorious and free
Love is destiny
(March 11,2002)
What is it I feel deep inside for you
Why cant I get you out of my head
These feelings are so new to me
So deep and intense, yet so real
I know how I feel for you is true
So forward through the confusion, I tread
I love you, more than a friend, cant you see
I only wish I knew what it is you feel
I want to take us a step forward now
I want to see if we are good as one
Ive tried to hide from what I feel for you
But Im thru running from my love
I want a chance at us, if this you will allow
To let things flow, as it has already begun
Where this will all lead, I havent a clue
But these feelings are no longer ones I can shove
Behind me pretending they dont exist
When we both know that they do
I tried to, we both tried and it didnt work
So why run from them anymore
Im drawn to you, a lure I can no longer resist
I care for you a lot, its all so true
Deep inside me, these intense feelings lurk
The way I feel for you makes my heart soar
We started out as close friends
Sharing our secrets and pains and fears
Confiding and consoling one another in times of need
Laughing and sharing, talking about nothing at all
Frustrated, confused each other to no end
Countless times, youve helped calm my tears
Youve opened my heart, now my love is freed
Ive answered loves alluring, tempting call
I want to be with you this I know
I love you this I know
****What I Feel For You**** I don't think mere words Could ever begin to describe How I feel for you The
love I have inside I love you more than life itself I love you more with every breath I take Every hour of
everyday I think of you and the love we share When I close my eyes My mind is filled with images of you When
I go to sleep I dream about you,being in your arms Holding you,loving you,kissing you When I wake up,it's with
a smile From a night full of thoughts of you Wherever I am,whatever I'm doing,you're always there In my thoughts,in
my mind,in my soul You are part of me I smile,I laugh because of you I am happy,giddy from your love You
make me feel loved,special Like I'm truly a someone You are the greatest love in my life My love for you has
no end No boundaries,no conditions I love you freely,without hesitation Without fear I love you now and
I'll love you forever It will never fade,it will never die Our bond is too strong to be destroyed We are one
meant to be Nothing equals the love I have for you The way you make me feel I love you
****YOU**** When I am with you Time flies by When we're apart It drags on and on When we talk
I'm filled with joy Filled with happiness,I smile,I glow When you're away from me I'm moody,despondent You've
brought the light into my life You brighten up my darkest days Take the dark and cloudy skies away You fill
me with a sense of wonder A feeling of joy,love,acceptance You've helped me grow stronger as a person Allow
me to remain an individual You encourage me in all I do Help me see the truth for what it is When I am too
blind or stuck in a web of self loathe to see That the path I've chosen is not the one meant to be You are
there for me Never tell me what to do Where to go or how to act Always accept who I am You never judge
me,never set limits Trust me to do the best I can To be the best I can be And when I falter you are a step
behind Encouraging me,guiding me towards the path I need to follow Always there when I need someone to talk to
A shoulder to cry on or a good laugh A nudge,kick in the right direction Never tell me what or how I think
is wrong Always accepting me for who I am Loving me for me,not who you want for me to be Just for me,for who
I am You are my bestfriend,my true love I only hope you know I'm here for you The way you are for me For
eternity
****MY LIGHT**** When I think of you My heart pounds And I am filled With a strong deep Intense
feeling of love A feeling of joy Of happiness Just the thought of you Makes me smile Makes me glow The
thought of us Together Brings a smile To my face You bring the light into my life Make me feel Feelings
I never knew existed Feelings so strong,so intense I can feel your love Across the miles Feel you ,as a part
of me You are my light You are the one Who can pull me through The darkness And lead me safely Into
your arms And the light Holding me tighly In the embrace of your love
****I SEE**** When I close my eyes I see images of you and I Of the love that we share for each other I
see the dreams we share Coming true I see you and I in a love so real So free,so meant to be I see us together
A future that is oh so real and right I see us making love each night Holding each other tightly I see the
little arguements And the passionate make ups I see the family trips Doing things families do I see us spending
time together at night Cuddling,laughing,kissing and making jokes Being happy,safe and secure In our love for
one another Making love until daylight Making sure the other knows Just how deep and intense our love is Safe
in each others arms Gently,softly kissing and holding one another Knowing that our love is safe,simple and pure Entirely
meant to be Our love is real,its a feeling Nothing,no one can destroy I see us together now and forever Holding
on tight to a love that will never die I love you baby
****NEVER BEFORE**** Never before Have I felt a love so strong A connection so binding A knowledge
of another The love of another The way I feel for you When I hear you say Those three simple words I
love you I can feel the love in them Whenever you say my name Or call me darlin I feel the love andi melt
I love you more Than I could ever express I love you until the end of time I love you completely,and purely
Honestly and unconditionally Without hestitation Without fear With all of the trust I have to give I
give you my heart My mind,body and soul I give my pledge,my vow My eternal love for you I give you me
I give you my life I love you
****THINK OF YOU**** I think of you Day and night You make me smile Bring joy,hope and happiness To my
life You are the light That leads me from the dark You are a part of me Of my being,my essence I love
you for who you are Unconditionally,without fear I love you more Than mere words could ever say There are
no words That could ever come close To how I feel for you My love grows each day It will last into enternity
We are one,connected By a love so strong, So real,so true,so pure A love meant to be From this lifetime
Into the next
****I CLOSE MY EYES**** I close my eyes I hear your voice Imagine your touch See your face Smiling
down at me I close my eyes And dream of you Get lost in thoughts Of me and you And the love we share
I close my eyes A warm feeling rushes thru me A smile touches my lips Eyes light up,glow brightly I
close my eyes Hear you laugh Hear you softly say my name In your soft sexy drawl And I shiver I close
my eyes And think of us Of our amazing love I close my eyes Think of you,of us I smile.
****SWEET DREAMS**** When I close my eyes I can see you It used to only Be nightmares I saw Now I see
you I won't lie and say The nightmares are all gone They aren't But they are fewer and fewer And not
so scary Because I can feel you Your love there with me Keeping me safe Saying *I'm here don't worry* *It
can't hurt you anymore* Hearing this,feeling you Helps Finally For the first time in forever I can sleep
I feel safe I close my eyes And feel you See you Know you are here Watching over me,protecting me
Loving me Taking the nightmares away Making my dreams sweet ones Filled with thoughts of you.
****NEVER ALONE**** When I am down You are here for me When I cry You are by my side Wiping my tears
away When I am alone You appear Like a guardian angel When I feel unloved Your love is there Guiding
the way Reminding me I am not alone I am not unloved I have you When I falter Lose my way Your
love guides my way back To you,where I belong Safe in your arms Safe in the shelter of your love Protected
from the storms Life throws my way Whenever I need you You are there for me With you I am never alone
With you I know only love
I may push you away I may say things to hurt you I may not listen to what
you say I may not pay attention to what you do I can't say I wont make a mistake I can't say I will never hurt
you I can't say sometimes my laugh wont be fake I can't say I wont frustrate you There may be things I say or
do That may cause unrest between us I know there's been a lot I have put you thru Doubting in us .. questioning
our trust I wish I could say that all will be fine Wish I could pretend all is well All I can say is I love that
you are mine And only time can tell And I am not giving up hope at all Not giving into fear But promising
that thru each one of our falls I will stay true and near We may be having problems that are causing us pain I
think its time we talked this all out Get it all in the open .. say what needs to be said Find out what each other
thinks we should do about The problems we are having not keeping it in instead I am willing to talk and I hope you
are too And I want for you to know .. I love you
Written 01/16/01
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